I actually got quite a few of thems when I went bowling last night with Bryan and Jesse, surprisingly enough. I also didn't wake up sore which is typical of the day after bowling shenanigans for me. It was fun, minus the irritating guys that were bowling next to us. I've come to accept that I'll be irritated by people everywhere I go because I simply don't like people.
Before the bowling, we went to a couple Bookman's. I was excited because I love that store. I got a couple books I'm excited about, but that's not what I wanted to share. While at Bookman's, a certain feeling came over me while we were in the Electronics section. I had the strong desire not to reproduce. That feeling comes over me more and more. It's not as if the world need any more people in it; the population has grown by about 6 billion in the last 50 years. What is that all about? More than that, I just don't think I could bring myself to having a kid grow up in the world we live in. I don't know how it is that I grew up the way I did, and I'm glad that I did. I don't know what's worse, having a kid that grows up to be part of what I hate about humans, or having a kid that grows up to have that same lonely outlook and philosophy of life that I do. A conundrum.
One last thing. I want to share what the worst part about social/romantic relationships is in my opinion. It's that feeling when you like someone and you think you be interested but don't know where the hell to go with it. Yep, that's the worst part. Okay, this post was too serious, so I'm going to go fight to save Hyrule or something.
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